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Flashback 2008…

Well well well…finally we are saying goodbye to ‘2008’ eh…tahun 2008, kalau ikutkan kepercayaan masyarakat Cina..nombor ‘8’ ni ada ong!..Baguslah maknanye…but for muslims..all time is a good time… cuma ada masa-masanya yang suasana agak lebih mencabar dari yang lain… 😉

First quarter of the year…I dilanda banyak legal issue…biasala..keje bank..risiko teramat tinggi..”Occupational hazard” orang kate..betul eh..?

dsc00136And pada masa yang sama i bertemu dengan..err nak kate ape eh..ok la ‘crushed’ with someone …i still remember the date 25th February 2008 (first email). One thing la yg paling crucial yang i’ve truly learned the lesson from this relationship and my lil ‘zayan’ used to say, “there’s a major difference between ‘kesian’ and ‘sayang’..

And antara ‘kasih’ dan ‘kasihan’…tak boleh ‘sayang’ orang sebab ‘kesian’ atau ‘kasihkan’ orang sebab ‘kasihan’.. kena belajar ‘ikhlas’ bila sayang orang…kalau tak akibatnya memang akan memakan diri sendiri”…which is true enough…Come to think about it, maybe i mengharap bende yang tak sepatutnya dari dia tanpa i sedar…tapi takpelah..now dia pun dah happy ngan orang yang dia sayang…memang itu pun yang i cuba buat untuk dia dari awal…tolong dapatkan apa yang dia inginkan tanpa mengira akibatnya kat my ownself…

dsc00683August 2008, I went for my Umrah..well, with all the life pressures that i had..it was the greatest gift that I’ve ever received in my life from the good Lord…selepas bertahun-tahun menyimpan hajat..akhirnya diberi peluang oleh yang Maha Esa…sempat jugaklah celebrate my birthday di Tanah Suci… Prior to my trip, i met a good teacher who had taught me whatever i needed to know and prepared myself for the umrah…

Tat’s my lil ‘zayan’… A week after I came back from Umrah, i ‘clashed’ ngan orang yang kehadirannya begitu meaningful in my life…painful, but life goes on… Maybe it’s part of the answers to my prayer as well…

September 08, i started with blogging..haih..tak reti nak tulis apa pun..bantai je..yg penting blog ni siap…Then lepas tu raya…tapi kurang bersemangat raya tahun ni sebab terlalu banyak insiden frust dalam bulan-bulan yang sebelumnya…

mecca-271October 08, no grand event…cume bz keje cam biasa..in the meantime, I makin close ngan my lil ‘zayan’…i wud say… ‘zayan’ is  simply the reflection of me … she reminded me on how and who i used to be before all the chaos… The moment i was left alone, wounded and forgotten, she came and ‘held’ my hand unconditionally..she didn’t even know how do i look like… she ignored her own ‘injury’ and with the minimal ‘first aid kit’ that she had at that time, she tried to heal me and make things less painful…Praise to Allah for showing His love and mercy by sending this little ‘soul’ to me..

volleyteam4Come November 08…the sports month for my company…i spent a lot of time outdoors…played a few games and our team came out as the overall winner…

I got some injury as well..maybe dah tua kot..tak cukup exercise..tu yang cramp sana sini.. hehehe … 😛


rose-smSebelum 2008 melabuhkan tirai..Owh.. i met another new friend…Mek kelate…Wanis…a very beautiful and brilliant lady…tak lame lagi jadi ‘Dr’ rase… 🙂 I wish her all the best in her study.. .She reminds me to a number of my closed friends who were kelantanese when i was in MCC Kuantan many years ago…Now I m still trying to trace some of them via FB..


dsc00138-1Well, time flies…we cried..we laughed…then we cried ..and we laughed again…here 31 December 08, final day…

I m still strugling with the few last things…but insya’allah everything will be fine…I hope 2009, will be a better year for me, my family and friends…



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To all of my wonderful friends out there..wish ya all happy new year and all the best … Thanks for all the support, knowledge and all those wonderful experiences.. Hope to see you again next year… 😛

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Oh Lord… Here I Am

Lately I have been wondering so
Wondering ’bout what do I know
About this life and where do I go
After I die, how can it be so?
That some people say that it all ends
When into my grave I descend
But how can my aim of heaven be flawed
When my only wish is to be with my Lord

Oh Lord, here I am, pleading at your door
Send me Your mercy, send me Your peace or I am lost for sure
Oh Lord, here I am, yearning for the / your cure
This humble servant will be diverted from you no more…no more

And so I was called to the places my Lord
The places my Lord has blessed for all
Joining the millions that day I walked
For my eternal salvation I sought
And standing before him with all I have
two empty hands and a humbled man
I pledged my very life to Him, Oh Lord, here I am

~Zain Bikha~

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Oooo…Camtu eh..


I came accross this quiz at Cik Izyan blog..so i tried and this is the outcome lah…err…do I sound like Pocahontas? I still remember this phrase from the movie ..one of my favourites actually :

“I’d rather die today than living for another hundred years without knowing you…”

hehehe..Anyone else remember this?

You Are Pocahantas!

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Free-spirited and wise. You have a strong passionate spirit that touches and changes all who know you. The wisdom and common sense that you have is really what guides you through life. Even so, you also have a very playful side that loves adventure and excitement.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

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My Mom Is Amazing


It’s quite a long  day for me..with the auditors just arrived in our office..hehe

Penat semacam je ari ni..tapi teringat my  mom pesan few things to buy this morning…so I pon singgahlah di Giant beli apa yang patut..on my way home…i heard this song in my mind..rase touchy then i realized I love my mom so much..well, who doesn’t aite….? So, lets take a very good care of our moms as much as we could k…Luv U Mom!


 She wakes up early in the morning with a smile
And she holds my head up high
Don’t you ever let anybody put you down
Cos you are my little angel

Then she makes something warm for me to drink
Cos it’s cold out there, she thinks
Then she walks me to school, Yes I aint no fool
I just think my Mom is amazing


She makes me feel
Like I can do anything
and when she’s with me
there’s no where else, I’d rather be…

After School, she’s waiting by the gate
I’m so happy that I just can’t wait
To get home to tell her how my day went
And eat the yummy food, only my Mom makes

Then I wind her up cos I don’t wanna bath
And we run around the house with a laugh
No matter what I say, she gets her way
I think my Mom is amazing


In the evening, she tucks me into bed
And I wrap my arms around her head
Then she tells me a tale of a girl far away
Who one day became a princess

I’m so happy, I don’t want her to leave
So she lies in bed with me
As I close my eyes, how lucky am I
To have a Mom that’s so amazing


Then I wake up in the morning, she’s not there
And I realize she never was
And I’m still here in this lonely orphanage
With so many just like me

And as my dreams begin to fade
I try hard to look forward to my day
But there’s a pain in my heart that’s a craving
How I wish I had a Mom that’s amazing
Would be amazing


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Begini ghupenye kalau jadik model minyak wangi eh..hehehe…


Partners in crime….


The next Minister of Trade….ahakss


The next masterpiece that will overtake the portrait of Monalisa..(perasan tak hengat..)

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Ungu – Kekasih Gelapku

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meskipun tiada satu orang pun yg tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

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yg kucari slama ini dalam hidupku

dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku

yg panjang dalam hidupku

repeat *

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orang pun yg tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

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